mixer+blended

hari ini sy gembira kerana genap 2 tahun 7 bulan berkawan secara serious dgn AFIQ..mengapa sy kepoohh sgt nak post kat sini? ya laa, ini my personal blog maa..lgpun next month entah ingat entah lupe..entah ade umur entah tidak.. entah jumpe internet entah xde elektrik.. haiii banyak betul possibilities ;p

sy mohon hubungan kami berkekalan hingga ke syurga, hidup kami sentiasa baik-baik sahaja even sy ni suka sgt buat die marah or bengang..terima kasih pd kawan, rakan, sahabat juga ahli keluarga yg sentiasa concern dan turut gembira dgn relationship kami.. ape kes la bahirah ni?? insyaallah lagi 5 bulan akan move to another stage in our relationship..saya mohon doa anda..

oh..hati tidak keruan after received 1 phone calls yg bakal menggugat weekend sy yg begitu priceless ini.
Ya Allah, aku memohon kepadamu..

bantulah aku dlm menghadapi semua yg telah Kau rancangkan utk diriku..

Amin..

Insyaallah semuanya akan tenang sahaja..

my heaven on earth

hello readers~ another 2 hours left for my journey to Merlimau..yeahh heaven on earth!! bukan Merlimau tp specifically my home sweet home..bunga-bunga dalam hati..hihi..I dah fill in leave form ari isnin aritu..selasa da submit,punyela x sabar nak balik kg..

mission for this week :

1. pegi wedding Jija, former IJC member..lame giler x jumpe mereka-mereka ini..camera,light,action!

2. naik Bangi utk catat kehadiran majlis kahwin Abg Mizi anak Mak Cau (the most wanted bachelor sb die yg last kawen..hihi)

3. harus diskusi sedalam mungkin about the date wiv ma parents..ya, utk fixed the date pun kinda hard bcoz too many things overlapping..oleh sebab event sy adelah simple n kecik maka harus mengalah pd event yg besar n belanja ribu-ribu..but I'm still trying to make it real by this year juga..kwang-kwang-kwang..

4. tempah baju raya..tailors still taking orders kan?whuaaa jgn la da closed..semangt giler da beli kain pasang ni..(lame woo x buat baju raya..bagi la can sket)

5. kalu sempat nak buat kek..perghh seronoknya!!

6. ade date dgn si gemuk MUBIN..die da rindu sy sgt..selalu sebut name sy..aunty Ira da beli keta control ni..ade dlm keta Uncle Afiq..nnt kite main same2 tau..

----> sgt mengidam nak mkan cheesetart..kuikui..da order pun, ptg ni amik kat seksyen 9, Bangi :)

takut la

hi everyone!! entry ni memg sgt lambat.. I should just forget about it..hurmm tp masih nak post sb terjadi at my workplace..wuu takut..

masuk je office, bos da call..die kate nak bwak sy kuar arini sb nak attend event kat Ampang..dlm 9.30am sy da turun pegi Rest. Pelita sb bos kirim air teh suam..after abis event dlm kol 12 cmtu, kami pegi Dengkil sb bos nak jumpe tailor die..kami x makan sb sy puasa..sy da suwo bos makan tp die tanak.hihi..

sampai je ofis, sy bukak la kunci pintu cam biase n my bos standing beside me.. I terus heading to my desk n she entered her room n I noticed the last drawer terbukak.. x sempat justify pape n my boss screaming "Ira, mane laptop I??" I terus lari masuk bilik die n laptop kecik dah TIADA atas meja..cable n mouse je tinggal.. I pun lari pegi bilik blakag n sume drawer dah terbukak..goshh it's a robbery! -- 16June2010

separuh hari habis dgn contact security system n set up balik sb b4 ni ade sumeone da interrupt system, cek if ade any documents yg missing..fortunately takde pape yg penting hilang..bos I punye credit card album pun die x usik.. phewww~bos suspect previous staff yg buat sb the nite before, die ade email bos mintak duit pd benda yg bos x suwo die buat..

Hanya Allah Mengetahui..

its time to shine :)

mood sy dalam keadaan flying s0oo high to the sky!..dari semalam petang tetibe senyum sorang2..but of course ade kaitan dgn AFIQ..kalian doakan yg baik2 utk kami tau..TQVM~

*owh, weekend ini ade meeting dgn kawan2 IJC..yeah!

add 3 more persons

hey ya~! happy giler smpai bole mgalahkan org giler yg btol2 giler bukan giler tipu2 punye..
ape laa ayat aku ni :/

last nite I'm on the phone wif my eldest sista almost 2hrs..haha update byak bnda lorh...die tnye bile sy nak get engaged then I cakap dunno yet ,still in the middle utk choose exact date (muka masam).. And she told me the reason why die nak tau sb my 3rd "fruitchild" akan due on 14th Dec 2010!! hoho..so x bole buat bulan December..please take note ye kawan2, sdare mare, sepupu ku sume..bulan December cancel~

owh..my another sista will get married on October 2010.. of course harus di 'reject' bulan October juga..fully booked dgn event 'BIG Family'..
adding 3 more persons meaning my bro-in-law + 3rd "fruitchild" (he/she) + AFIQ...[insyaallah doakan sume nye selamat n berjalan lancar.].the total of my family members for year 2010 will be 16pax..waaaa~meriah beb..

August kena concentrate on fasting month..Sept ialah Hari Raya Aidilfitri n most probably tiada di Malaysia..the only remaining month is November..hurmmmm.....

ALHAMDULILLAH..THANK YOU ALLAH FOR YOUR BLESSINGS~

^__^

i've been using the out-of-camera and internet application handphone since Jan'10 - June'10..hihi..but at the same time I don't have any desired model in my mind..relax je kan..(cite lawak jap: terlupe pakai hp xde internet application, then pegi click facebook mobile..bile SMS smpai baru tepuk dahi..hahahaahaha.. :-8)

One fine saturday, after having our lunch at domino's outlet in Puchong area, we drove to Shah Alam..dalam hati cakap survey n cuci mata je..xde niat nak purchase langsung tp AFIQ mcm excited sgt pulak..as we entered the shopping complex, "waaaahh banyak nye baju raya..dah open for sale babe! puasa pun jauh lagi..bulan June kot skarg ni..ish..ish..ish.."

Terus go straight to level 4 kalu x silap utk pusing2..tiba-tiba mcm dah berkenan tp ongkos tiada sb x withdraw money pun :p Kami pegi jauh sket dari kedai tu n start a small discussion.. AFIQ kate baik amik je n die tolog topup sket.. sket je, xsmpai separuh pon..huhu.. kami pun poyo-poyo buat one big round utk smpai kat kedai tu balik n start bargain for the final price..

OK, finally I got it! bole amik gambar byk2..huu

no..i won't tell anyone

> emosi agak lemah sekarang..
> I'm crying in front of my lappy
> I admit that I'm not a good planner..
> It's killing me & I'm hurt..deeply hurt inside..

"Savin' Me"

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Hurry I'm fallin'...

[Nickelback's song]

jgn provoke org mamai

hello readers!! situasi skrg ialah heavy rain..cmane la eden nak sihat kalu cmni keadaan hujan time ptg2 nak balik ni..waaaa @__@

lately agak kurang dpt tido yg quality..mimpi ntah hape2 then tjaga tgh mlm..xtau la kenape,badan penat sgt or terlebih recharge?hurmm memg kene cari supplement ni.huu.every nite sy akan ade sesi bercerita dgn AFIQ.hehe..sy memg suka tulis name die besar2..tp benda yg selalu terjadi is sy akan jadi mamai dan mgarut ntah hape2..hah! sb minda berada dlm keadaan separuh sedar so ape yg terlintas kat fikiran straight keluar kat mulut..memg la AFIQ ni tahan betul dgn perangai sy..die akan cakap "awak, awak da ngntok ea..jom kite tido.." At that moment sy akan sedar dan kata "OK".hehe,,

tp ade jugak yg tak baik nye..sb perangai sy unexpected..bile badan da penat,then topik yg ade agak PANAS so dengan SENGAJA or UNINTENTIONALLY akan bercakap secara kasar dan mengeluarkan harsh words..mase tu jugak la keluar segala ketidakpuasan hati yg selama ni terperuk dlm hati..bagi sy pkara ini bagus juga sb at least xdela 'die' duduk diam je kat dlm tu..memagla kite kene jage perasaan partner tp sape plak nak jage hati kite kan?

As we all know, kaum lelaki ni agak lambat pick up x kisah la pakai gear manual or auto.. So I'm glad coz I have guts to tell him even I have to wait until dlm keadaan separuh sedar..huuhuu..but at least I don't have to suffer for a period of time..please think about it ladies~

bile kene asid

ooppss please dont get me wrong..tidak! sy masih sihat dan cantik berseri..cari bakul sampah jap..I'm living in a polluted city so when it is raining, we called it acidic rain..ok kawan-kawan?

flu pun terbang hinggap di hidung mancung ku..ok sila cari tong sampah pula..dengan selambanya amik cuti sendiri pd hari Rabu sb dah x mampu sneezing non stop..goshh! dok umah exercise sket i.e basuh baju,jemur baju dan angkat baju..aktiviti lain ialah lepak depan tv..

Busu n family takde..pegi bercuti sekolah.kuikui..takut woo tido sorang2..1st n 2nd nite amik port depan tv tp 2nd day bole plak tsedar kol 7.30am..smpai ofis kol 11 lebih..ketawa lagi. 3rd nite baru naik tido kat bilik..tu yg terus cuti betul2 esok nye..bdan kejap panas kejap suam kejap cool..eh?? makan soluble 2 biji tp xde kesan..haiihh~

exhausted

4 Jun dah lari mcm cheetah nak balik kg..biasela kalu sebut umah kg memg sy akan overjoyed high dose.hehehe..tp jln jammed..ended sampai umah tepat jam 12..wah da mcm Cinderella pulak.kuikui.. geli tekak den kaler pink nih

5 Jun tugas hakiki time lepas SPM iaitu jd driver..pegi wedding kat Seremban,first time tgok time wedding ade tazkirah perkahwinan..eden pun tambah la ilmu cepat2..hehe..the best part was when I met my taski+primary teacher kat situ!! hahaah..die kate "bahirah still same mcm dulu"..ok cikgu, sy paham bahawasanya sy memg comot..hahah @__@

journey bersambung dan sempat singgah kempiskan purse kat Nilai Square..nyampes betol sb Bangla tu mbuat sy x senang duduk dgn mberi offer utk kain wat baju tunang or nikah! haihhh survey beb, SURVEY SAHAJA...

then terus naik sg buloh sb ade wedding kol 8.30pm kat Saujana Golf Resort (kot)..kami refresh badan kat umah kak ina+abg nazeem..mak ngah n pak ngah pun ade.. rupenye ni sdare dekat gak la..tuan umah dan mak sy adalah cousin maka sy dan pengantin ialah 2 pupu manakala anak buah sy dan cucu tuan umah ialah 3 pupu..kawan Haziq (anak Kak Ina) jumpe kwan die satu skolah..tkebil2 die bile kami kate itu 3 pupu die..mane la die faham kan..

dlm 9.30pm kami pun bgerak pulang..tp ade lg pit stop iaitu di Caltex, Elite Highway..ni haa nak amik cucu kesayangan Hj Yusof ----> ADAM JOHAN MUHAMAD AKRAMIN.. kol 12 jugak smpai merlimau..phewww~

+ I feel very proud if sy dapat drive for the whole journey and my parents hanya duduk bersandar dan tidur lena +

6 Jun pergi kenduri di Muar pula..saudara juga tp lupe nak tnye detail sb lapar..kwangkwang~then kol 3 smpai umah get ready heading back to KL..tp singgah dulu kat Bkt Tembakau..kakak Pjot kawin! thanks Pjot kerana melayan kami mkan bubur..sedap beb,serious! tp keciwa x dpt amik aiskrim..

smpai Puchong dlm Magrib..dinner dgn McD di rumah Busu berlunjur kaki..hehe..

how to ask such question?

bile kepala start travel to outer space, mcm2 rase nak tulis..hehe..tp point nye satu je.. ok, we are human and being a human, we must understand the concept of WE ARE DIFFERENT & UNIQUE..

sy cuma salute pd mereka especially perempuan yg ada boyfren yg sudah bekerja tp tahu full payment partner anda.. mcm mane anda boleh tahu salary + account statement partner anda? that thing should be private n confidential rite? seriously tabik spring! sb sy SEGAN + MALU + RASE X PERLU nak tnye..hihi.. tp lain org, lain ragamnye..

tp kalu light discussion psal saving n future bole diampunkan lg kot..huhu..sy pon berkawan dgn ramai org tp sy xpenah go in detail about their salary..but if they wanna share it wif me, then i'm ok.. sy yg bkawan dgn AFIQ pun x penah pegang ATM card die..kalu die withdraw money, I rather stood at the back or stay dlm keta je..sy hanya tahu die pegawai Gred 41..tp full payment including allowances x penah plak amik tau..hahaha..tp sy tau gak die ade simpanan..cuma exact amount tu xde la tau..ye la,kalu die nak sy, die mesti kene ade savings nak meminang sy..kan?

serang ketam kat sepang

Berakhir sudah sambutan Jalinan Kasih 2010 (Keluarga Hj Othman & Hjh Mariyam) yg berlangsung di PNK Bagan Lalang, Sepang

^mcm sikit pulak dlm gmbar ni^hehehe...